Besheer. JCC. Emad

Yesterday I was in a party in the Jesuit Cultural Center here in Alexandria..
In was…… what can I say ….amazing? Astonishing?
I don't know!
The theater was shaking cos of the music and the clapping and the human happiness that I haven’t notice long ago, cos of my being stuck in the stupid work that I had before.
It was by Besheer and his band…
And for the first time in my life I was dancing like a crazy person all the time not caring with any comments that could been said by the people I know, I've always been so shy to do that in front of the people I know. Yes I did that several times in several occasions, but not like yesterday……
You my want to feel free with the way you plane all the time but to feel free the way you dream is happening rarely…
My loving partner was amazing as usual, what can I say about'm more than being beyond wishes!

when you look under your feet

You feel that life is very short….
your shirt is very tight and you can't breath…
you can't walk wearing this shoes….
The weather is dusty, you can't breath….(again for another reason!)
This man errrrrrrrrrr, awful, let'm pass through…
This woman is wearing like a bitch…..
But you never ever see the deep deep tunnel that you’ve digged between your eyebrows….
Turn the mirror….

i was not shy before

ah law ala2y lsany
law arga3 agalgel belly gowaya
akenohom ata3o el7etta elfasee7a elly felsany
7awelony leqonbela mawqoota, mesh ha2dar afdal sakta w salbeya tool elwa2t. w kaman mesh belsahel te7arebhom.
adeyethom enohom do3af wana aqwa, laken homma sothom 3aly wana mesh la2ya lesany.
karha nafsy awy w heya 3amla zay elmasee7.
laken bema en el7ayah adway mowaza3a tool elwa2t, fe2ena 3'adan lenazerehe qareb.

7assa eno elkalam da maloosh aaaaaay lazma